Am i going crazy (read all details)?

The mind gives power to the things you believe are true..If you think your going crazy your mind will make it a reality for you..I would suggest getting off the drug and do some yoga or meditation every morning and convince your self that you are ok and happy and ready to start a new day..Take some deep breaths and let your mind relax. You will be fine keep a smile when possible and move forward without the negativity... ;)